there are too many words, and strangely none.
too many thoughts, and yet my mind is blank.
i fear myself. i've been destructive. opinionated. self- seeking.
dwelt in the strong grip of pride.
but i have tasted grace.
i'm unmotivated. checked out. lazy.
i long for passion. i long for stirring. i long to be used for his big glory.
i want change.
i want dreams.
i want purpose that is visible.
i feel invisible. but maybe that is the way it is suppose to be. humbled.
i want to kiss the Sky.
i need the Sky to kiss me back.
i long to lose myself in Him.